開始要學習放棄,不要再回頭看了...

i love you baby~

2009-07-16T07:00:00.000-07:00

I cant say 'i love you' to you anymore my baobei laogong....

because those three words aren't enough to describe my love for you...

when i'm with you...

i wish i could stop the time so i could spend forever with you

and never have to leave your accompany....xD

i love you forever my baby...^^

From:CY~

I miss you very much...

2009-07-15T05:44:00.000-07:00

Hold my hand..and i'll take you there somehow...someday...and somewhere...

I've been missing you badly...

Tell me you love me...

my 1 heart..

2 eyes..

7 liters blood...

206 bones...

5.5 million red cells..

60 trillion DNA;s

says to you..i miss you alot...^^

FROM:YOUR LAOPO =)

From your baobei laopo...XD

2009-07-09T21:20:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU YONG YUNGWEI
I LOVE YOU YONG YUNGWEI
I LOVE YOU YONG YUNGWEI
I LOVE YOU YONG YUNGWEI
I LOVE YOU YONG YUNGWEI
I LOVE YOU YONG YUNGWEI
I LOVE YOU YONG YUNGWEI
I LOVE YOU YONG YUNGWEI

Sry for making you sad and hurt last time..
Pls forgive me..
I need you at my side every moment...
I will appreciate every single thing you do de...xD
Dont leave me k?
I love you forever laogong..muackx!!^^
I can't live without you de..

new life =)

2009-07-07T08:42:00.000-07:00

Has been so long didnt really write blog le..
suddenly think of something wanna let some readers to know.. hehe
today 7.july.2009.. haha 1day after my couple day.. xD
have been 4months le~ but the feeling with her like few years liao.. xD
she really a nice gal le.. i really didnt choose wrong ^^

this 4 months with her.. i can say.. everyday also have a nice memories~ xD
she really very cute.. everyday also make me happy haha..
but leh.. sometimes she got abit stupid de lo =P
abit then cry.. need me this bf tam her onli can happy geh.. if nt she will like emo for 1 whole day! ><
hahah.. but nvm la.. bf tam gf is very logic geh~ keke.. xD
(baby read this dont angry me o hehe)

hmmm.. these days leh.. my fren have some problem.. with a gal.. lol
i see him i also feel sad for him..
i wonder y the gal will like this treat him lo..
normally okok de ma.. but suddenly.. haih
my fren my fren... i think u better give up..
cause i know the feeling of yours..
if the gal also didnt talk to u.. what for u still wanna waste time on her..
hmmm.. but this is my advice lo..
if u dont wanna give up.. nvm geh.. we all brothers here will support u!! >!<

anyway~ ok la.. gotta end!
haha msn nudging me kao kao ><
next day will share something nice to u all hehe..
bye bye~~
11.57pm xD

对不起...

2009-06-25T02:00:00.000-07:00

宝贝.. 对不起, 又在次让你为我流下了眼泪...
我曾经答应过你.. 和我一起只有快乐和期待... 不会让你为我而掉泪的...
但是我每次都做不到.. 每次都让你哭...
试问你的宝贝我... 是不是每次都让你失望?
hmmm... 宝贝对不起.. 原谅我好吗?

宝贝别不管我... 你是我的唯一!!!
宝贝我爱你!!

gila CNY~ lol (28/1)

2009-01-28T11:15:00.000-08:00

lolx lo~ yesterday.. nite went 1U for movie with cousin and cousin fren..
b4 that we went to Kota Damansara KFC for dinner 1st..
LOL~!!
dam funny le they all..
i laugh non stop..
oh~ when my cousin fren finish his delicious chicken.. then he went to toilet wash hand..
then my cousin ask us faster slowly walk to the car and drive away~
ahahah xD
he come out blur jor.. cant see us.. he like scratching his head
haha xD funny shyt we was laughing like hell at car.. haha xD
anyway~
we went 1U to watch INKHEART~ lol
boring -.-
i voice can make the book's story came to real LOL~ -.-
nt bad also la.. but the story too long..
abit bored..
oh ya.. i can teach u Dragon Breath! xD
ahha
cut the craps.. -.-

after the movie.. we went to asia-cafe..
IT WAS CLOSE -.- OMFG -.-
like my cousin say.. NO DOTA NO LIFE!! -.-
lol~ then we went around and see which cc is open..
but too bad.. NON OF IT ><
then we force to go a noob shyt cc...
pyramid -.- xtreame-cafe..
line dam cha..
play also no taste..

after cafe? go home lo~
reach home around 4am.. -.-
yawn~
9.30am got family breakfsat -.- omg -.-
tired shyt~

BUT then i woke up at 8.30..
thx to peter -.-
he 8.30am onli sleep..
sohai ppl -.-
wake me up then he go sleep~
zzzz..
my mom was nagging me.. faster la faster la..
9.30 uncle come fetch us ah.. go breakfast ahhh..
dont want wait u de laaaa.. zzz
dam noisy.. early morning let ppl nagg -.-

then we went breakfast lo~
at KD again..
simi simi.. Restoran Palace?
lol.. heard ppl say is high class place.. lol..
inside like shyt -.-
service cha..
but lenglui alot~ hahaha xD

after breakfast went out with peter lu~
we went pyramid go inside walk walk for 5MINUTE~!!!
then go asia cafe -.-
he think petrol too cheap ba lol~
then i meet my cousin~ LOL lalazai~ haha xD

then we feel dam beh tahan le..
better go home and sleep~ lol
like go "yao cheh ho"
ended up went home sleep~ lol -.-
what a day...
so currently 3.32am -.-
dont feel like sleeping~ i slept 5hrs le just nw..
dunno what to do nw.. T.T

突然好想你- 五月天

2009-01-28T11:08:00.000-08:00

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈

突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

The days without her.. Day 60.. (25/Jan/09)

2009-01-24T10:01:00.000-08:00

currently 2.01am..
just came back from family dinner 4 hrs ago..
lol...
hmmm..
just nw.. when giant after the dinner... suddenly my mom ask us...
what we want for chinese new year present..
my bro said.. he want ps1.. lol
my mom promised him..
and i.. i think very long.. think deeply..
i didnt know what i need..
but.. i can sure 1 think i really want.....
i want her... to come back to me..
she gave me alot of memories...
i really miss the days when i be with her..
but.. everything is already over..
i already lost her..
and i know it is impossible for her to come back to me..

anyway..
i will always pray for her when every sunset and sunrise appear...
just wish that she will be happy with the one she loves now..

请求上苍, 在每个日出或日落..
把世界上一切最美好的, 快乐的, 幸福的...
带给她和她所爱的人

v.v

2009-01-23T03:28:00.000-08:00

lolx.. long time no blog jor..
chinese new year coming le..
going to be bz for whole week lol..
hmmm..
so sien le...
feel Year 2009 is so sux for me..
everything i do is repeat and repeat..
dunno what am i thinking nw...
and dont even know what i want now..
haih...

anyway.. dont feel like expressing my feeling here..
dont wanna talk more le..
ciow..

oh ya.. fy dont be sad.. is ok for failing again...
we bros will always be your side.. =)
and Happy Birthday To Ony~
bye..

lolx.. o.o

2009-01-19T02:24:00.000-08:00

It's been so long
that I haven't seen your face
I'm Tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
it wont be long before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back I'm gonna Cry
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much!!!!! ><

T.T

Right Now- Akon

2009-01-19T02:18:00.000-08:00

It's been so long
that I haven't seen your face
I'm Tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
it wont be long before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

Girl I know mistakes were made between us two
And we show our selfs that night even said somethings weren't true
why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then
why can't it be the way it was
cause you were my homie lover and friend

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back I'm gonna Cry
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
One that would grind with me
One that would grind

I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na

背影- 林宥嘉

2009-01-19T01:53:00.000-08:00

三公分陽光　三公分空氣
堵在眼前　像一面玻璃
擋住了妳表情　剩下只有腳印

一直向前走　走不完距離
一直向後　退不出回憶
很高興有心事　幫我困住自己

妳頭髮上淡淡青草香氣
變成了風才能和我相遇
妳的目光　蒸發成雲
再下場雨我才能夠靠近

感謝我不可以　住進妳的眼睛
所以才能　擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾　用來牢牢記住
不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以　擁抱妳的背影
所以才能　變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落
不用妳回頭看不用珍惜
(如果妳回頭看不用在意)

我懷裡所有溫暖的空氣
變成風也不敢和妳相遇
我的心事　蒸發成雲
再下成雨卻捨不得淋溼妳

My Last and Final GoodBye

2009-01-15T06:37:00.000-08:00

You've always loved him,
And now I can see,
That the one in your heart,
Was never me.

All of those times,
You held me close,
It was him that you needed,
And loved the most.

It's hard for me,
To swallow my pride,
Knowing that my love,
Was the love you denied.

When I see you with him,
I force a grin,
But really my heart,
Is breaking within.

My love for you,
Is stronger than ever,
But I know in my heart,
We'll never be together.

So I'm letting you go now,
With tears in my eyes,
I'm telling you my last
And final goodbye.

1st sat..

2009-01-10T01:14:00.000-08:00

1st saturday of schooling days..
just woke up.. currently 5.15pm..
from yesterday 12am+ sleep until 5+ lol~
quite long huh..
aiks~

just now woke up.. something in my mind..
i still love her..?
this 4 words..
i wonder why... ppl say i too "chang qing"
but i think seriously..
maybe it is le..
haih...
anyway..
i miss u.. and
no mood for today..

ciow

Days Without Her, Day 40

2009-01-05T01:31:00.000-08:00

lolx.. today 1st day of sch..
i wonder how is she le in her new school..
quite worry her.. hmm..
but... she know meh? haih..
nvm...
today 1st day went sch.. back to ssc..
feel so weird.. got a feeling like..
dunno say le..
hmm.. dam not normal le..
she not here.. like less jor something..
haih..
i really wish she can come back ssc and study here..
atlease i can look after her?
hmmm...
today totally no mood study le..
think back last time de thing..
1st time we meet.. 1st time we talk..
her class i went b4.. the way she talk..
and.. the way she play bball..
everything of her.. also happen in this sch...
this sch.. got alot of memories of me and her..
but... everything also end le...
i really feel dam regret..
why last time i dont know her more..
why dont treat her better..
ppl say i always leave her alone..
did i? i really dunno..
anyway.. sorry..
i really feel sorry what i have did wrong to her last time...
but nw.. too late le ba..
regret also no use jor..
haih..

really wish she can come back to ssc..
atlease come back here study..
but when le?
when will the day comes??
when will my wish come true???
i really no idea...

hmm.. i wonder what is she doing now leh..
very miss her le..
but she got ma?
i think she might missing his guy ba?
who knows.. hmm...
i feel like me and her de distance is getting further and further le..
sms that time.. less topic to talk jor.. or sometime no topic..
dunno how is her now le..
haih...

everything of her.. is just a question mark for me..
what u guys think i gonna do?
forget her?
forget last time thing?
get a new gal?
or others?
haih.. really cant le..
i cant do it..
is not easy for me to forget a gal that i really love..
but i can how?
no choice and just accept ba..
haih......

21 things that girls don't realize!!

2009-01-04T07:50:00.000-08:00

You HAVE to read all of them and if you don't your going to come across with problems in your relationship for the next month!

1) Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about....

2) Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is.. cause Guys rarely say that

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.
He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!
Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.

(copied from frenster bulletin) AND ALL THIS IS TRUE!! GIRLS U MUST READ IT!! ><

o.o..

2009-01-04T06:17:00.000-08:00

lolx~ today went to pyramid to celebrate FongYu's bday~ ><
fy say reach 12 and meet at starbucks~
but le.. he around 1something onli reach.. -.-
aiya.. nvm le~ bday boy.. we forgive him~
haha xD
wa.. today went out with alot ppl le..
darren, me, alex, fy, cheehow, kimhang, hocklai, ah tou, and alex LENGLUI~ haha xD
1st le~ we went KimGary~ for our "breakfast"
ate around 100+ O.O"
then we went cinema to buy tickets~
BedTimeStory~ lol..
i remember jiajun says.. "u give me 10bucks i say for u a bedtime story, better than go cinema watch" ><
lolx~ craps ><
ok nvm.. back to topic..

then we went to window shopping lol.. jalan sini jalan sana..
leg also pain..
then me and hocklai suggest to go to arcade and play~ lol~
go play bball~ then go Initial-D~ and my fav.. Daydona? (dunno spell)
still as usual.. i still win them~ haha xD
after that le~ our bday boy says wanna go play archery~ release stress waaa.. lol~ xD
he shooted 40+ arrow.. hand also shake.. haha no more str le~
then darren suggest to play bowling~ lol..
after that we went watch movie..

after movie le.. all going back le..
and i folo parents go Giant..
at last!! i am home!! ><
home sweet home~ xD
leg pain le~ 2moro go sch liao..><

aiks~ mood swing @@"
thinking something... hmmm..
haih..
no mood liao~
ciow~

1/1/09!! xD

2009-01-01T06:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR~
HAPPY NEW YEAR~
HAPPY NEW YEAR!! XD
weee~ so fast 2009 liao..
so excited!!! 4 more days we are going back to sch!! haha..
aiyok~ today so tired..
just came back from alex hse this afternoon.. ><
yesterday leh.. we went to alex hse for BBQ xD
again BBQ haha..
waa.. this month(dec) have alot of BBQ o..
but syiok... happy haha..
woot.. so fast.. i have been at alex hse for 3days 2nite liao.. ><
so fast 3days le.... haih

aiyok~ yesterday dam fun~ wake up at 3pm @@"
then alex sis go buy mc'donald for our "breakfast".. haha xD
then around 5 something..
we go ready for the BBQ things... haha.. alot funny things happen..
keke..
then 7something... we start our BBQ~!!
haha xD
wa.. alex dad dam geng o.. pro chef~
haha xD he make de mutton.. dam nice...
alot fun things lu..
hehe...

then after BBQ.. 12am!!
we go put fireworks.. xD
woot~ dam nice le.. 1st time see infront of my eye.. 50's fireworks..
cantik gila.. keke..
but forget take pic -.-
wasted~ T.T
after that.. 3am.. we sneak out!! xD
aiyo.. i sleeping de ma~ ask me go out dota~
hahaha... =X
wa.. dam cham le.. lose kao kao.. T.T
nvm lo~
still have fun.. haha
after that go home sleep lu~
sleep until 11am wake up jor...
6.30am sleep.. 11am wake up.. @@"
nw i dam blur.. dam tired.. zz
feel like sleeping liao~~
haha xD
ok lo~ sleep le lo~
ciows~ xD

我还想她- 林俊杰

2008-12-31T00:37:00.000-08:00

泪水将我淹没到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱他
笑著难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我才终于明白办不到的承诺
就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她我不爱他
笑著难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱我不痛我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

请告诉她我不爱他
笑著难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

别告诉她我还想她
就让沉默代替所有回答

PMR Student!!

2008-12-30T11:40:00.001-08:00

aiyahh!! to the pmr students~
alot of my fren get result then go home let parents scold.. lol
haih.. sad for them..
aiya dunno le..
oh ya~ Zingxin~
dont sad le~!!
dont say your ownself useless! ><
get 1A onli ma.. nt a problem..
better than me lo..
no A.. hmmm..
anyway.. dont sad le k?
if got anything find me ba!!
i will make u happy de xD
like u say.. the way i talk looks like cheemun~ ^^
like i always tell u.. cheemun wants to see u happy.. and others!! (cheemun's fren)
cheemun's wants to see u all happy de..
dont sad just for a small little things!
atlease u know u done well in your PMR... then is ok!
am i rite? hehe xD
so got it?
PMR is over.. just forget it.. and accept it..

u guys know why human grow eyes infront of the head.. but not behind?
cause god wants us to keep look infront.. our future..
not our past..
whats over is over... dont look back and dont think about it...
think about our future... k guys?
PMR is over.. result is out.. u cant change anything...
just accept it.. and done well next year.. and get rdy for next 2 years~!! =)

so zingxin~ and others..
dont sad le k~!
be happy!! xD
and u will go lucky!! haha xD
thats all for tonite!
ciow ciow~!! xP

30/12~ xD

2008-12-30T11:17:00.000-08:00

woot~ TODAY PMR RESULT OUT!! ><
walao b4 going sch dam scary le... ><
haih.. saw the paper..
sad le.. my result cannot eat de...
1B 3C 3D~ ><
english B.. sej, geo, kh get D~ ><
haih~ but le still pass xD
when i take the paper to my dad...
wa his face dam scary..
like want eat ppl nia ><
he say.. next year study better.. SPM dont fail any subject can le..
and he still let me go pyramid!! xD
haha~

before that!!! our yi ga jeh~ CHEYING~!!
chui me dao gila... from 11am chui me wake up..
chui me faster go sch take result..
chui me faster go perdana wait mc ><
wa.. keep ask me fast fast fast! >< ><
lolx~ but finally i reach sch at 1pm+
then take le result..
faster fly to perdana liao~
then le.. our dai ga jeh~ JOEY~!!
she say "woi!! what time ad o?? still haven come? u know whole world is waiting u all!?!?"
LOL!! xD
hahaha actually leh.. her "whole world" onli 3 ppl xD
hahaha xD
mc say "ooo.. her world so small 1 ah? 3ppl onli"
hahaha xD
dam funny =P
anyway~ we reach pyramid at 2pm+
lolx~ so early haha xD
let dai ga jeh ngam sei.. ><

when we reach pyramid le..
we went sushi king to meet them..
which is.. JOEY~ jiaqi~ johan~ JJ~ jiajun~ keatyu~ sick boy alex~
lolx~ sekampung de ppl~ ahaha xD
after that we went cinema buy ticket~
we watched YES MAN~!!
SAY YES TO EVERYTHING!! LOL!! XD
dam fking funny le..
hahah xD
(but i dont want to say it details.. later say liao not nice jor) xD
so must go watch! really really funny! haha xD

after movie 6pm+.. jiajun, me, ky and sick boy alex~
went to cc for dota.. lol~
ky and jiajun vs me and alex..
sad le~ lose dam kao ><
anyway~ after 2hrs~ our lengzai driver JJ
come and meet us~ haha..
then he fetch us to my hse~ and i go bath! and take shirt to JJ hse!! xD
currently at JJ hse~ hehe xD
they sleeping le.. shhh ><

PMR RESULT!!!

2008-12-29T10:50:00.000-08:00

WAKAO!!!
so fast want take PMR result le!!
just like 1 blink eye nia >< ><
aiyo.. alot ppl say scare scare scare...
why dont u all scare b4 taking PMR le..
why dont study better?
now onli scare too late le ba?
haihs..
dunno what result le..
cant sleep!! OMFG~! ><

anyway~
2moro after take result.. good or bad also..
go PYRAMID with US 1st!!!
play liao onli go home let parents slowly scold.. T.T
hahaha.. good idea? xD

to all the form3'sss dont be scare le..
cause u are too late to be scare!!!
hahah xD
why dont u just take the result..
AND COME PYRAMID!!
CAUSE WE ARE WAITING FOR U~!!
hahaha xD

2.57am liao~!!
dont so late sleep..
is not good for health~
*thats what my mom always tell me ><*
haha.. xD
sleep lo~
ciow all~!! xD

28/12~

2008-12-28T10:32:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEAT YU~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U~~~!!
hahah~
woot~! so fast 28/12 jor~
ky de bday.. haha
aiyok~ yesterday.. chat and dota until 5am~ lol~
my cousin takumi-des~ =X
was watching me dota for whole nite~
he pro jor le~ knw how dota liao!
haha.. grow up jor xD jkjk

today wake up at 3.30pm~ lolx
my cousin wake me up and say bb to me~ T.T
cause he want go home jor~
lolx~ but le~
my ah yi ask me want go KFC anot..
but i nt yet bath also.. just wake up de face ask me go out..
wo cai bu yao~ haha xD
but le~ my cousin so nice..
da bao for me~ i gam dong =X
keke~
once i wake up le~ i go find my doggy a.k.a WhiskyZai xD
dam naughty le him..
keep find thing and bite.. but cute~ haha xD

anyway~ at the afternoon.. 6something.. then go keatyu party le~
BBQ~ again.. lolx haha
but fun le..
with JJ, yaohao, jiajun, alex, fy, my sis, ME~, and tomato.. AND OF COZ OUR BDAY BOY~
haha xD
dam funny le at there.. all the jokes~
make me laugh dao stomach pain xD
woot~ something surprise..
all these kaki is BBQ kaki lai de..
they BBQ dam geng.. all the food ngam ngam nice~
haha xD

lolx~ currently 2.43am~
tired~ just reach home 43min ago.. lolx~
mom nag sei me.. ask me go sleep..
dont play comp until so late like yesterday~ lol -.-
haha.. then ok ba~
thats all for today~
ciow ciow xD

and lastly~ ><
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEATYU again...
MAY YOUR WISH COME TRUE~ XD

continue~ xD

2008-12-25T12:27:00.000-08:00

BACK TO TOPIC~
around 6 liao~ we 3 went back to fy hse and rdy to go wg hse~
actually i dont want go de... -.- cb hl and fy.. force me go.. bo bian lo~ hmmm...
then takli~ our private driver~ come fetch us to wg hse... so dam good le he~
go where also he sudi fetch~ this kind of fren~ WHERE TO FIND?!?!?!?
hahaha xD
aiyok~ at wg hse.. dam fun lo~ we play party spray war~ hahaha
dam fun~ but le.. i 9something ciow ad~
takli and me went to pyramid countdown~
haha...
sry to ssc buddies~ no pei u all countdown ><
cause my fren book liao me~
they ask me go pyramid countdown de~ T.T
when we reach pyramid.. we st8 go find "station 1 cafe"
cause my fren there lo~ haha..
lenglui mandy.. and small girl starstar~ hahaha xD nice name? keke
they ask me belanjar drinks for xmas present~ OMG... RM55 ONLI DRINKS~ ZZZ
but nvm lo... 1 year 1 time.. haha xD
takli cham lo.. kena ffk by his cousin and frens..
lol~ sad him... he ah... driving also ask me want drink beer anot..
he sot 1... later drunk go drive... we 2 really go heaven.. hahaha.. choi~ touch wood!! ><
anyway~ at station 1 cafe got ppl sing~ dam nice le they sing..
haha but le.. quite sien.. cause dunno y this year.. no fun.. -.-
nt like last year.. all gila de~ haih~ wasted~

wa.. after countdown.. takli's mom call him to go home..
but le.. he still need fetch cy and us (hl, me, fy, ch) home..
3 different place.. lol~
he drive so dam fast... 160km/j.. from pyramid traffic jam.. also can reach Jelutong for 20min~
i was like WTFFF? 20min~? zzz
i think he really drunk.. drive 160... he say he feel very slow onli.. zzz
then le he fetch us back home lo~
fy and cy dam sweet wor~
goodbye kiss at car~ woot~ sweet~ hahahah xD
nt bad fy~ my "tou dai" got future!! hahah xD

ahh.. somemore 1 thing.. want say sry to peter... T.T
actually he ajak me go genting deee~
but le.. because of my FELLOW FRENS~ AKA HL AND FY~
so i rejected peter~
he dam bo song o~ haih... sry le peter T.T
i promise u next time i sure go with u!! ><

hmm.. i think thats all for today lo~
no more liao~ haha..
ohya ohya~
MERRY CHRISMAS TO ALL MY FREN O~
LENGLUI DE STAY LENGLUI
LENGZAI DE STAY LENGZAI~ XD
WISH U ALL HAVE A HAPPY CHRISMAS~
NITES~!! XD

25/12 o.o~

2008-12-25T12:05:00.000-08:00

LOL~~
merry xmas to u~
merry xmas to u~
merry xmas to u~
merry xmas to u~!! xD
MERRY CHRISMAS TO ALL MY FRENS~
hahahaha...
stay at fy hse for 2days liao~
xmas onli i reach home... give my parents xmas present...
present is.... come back home celebrate with them... hahaha xD
aiya.. they cincai de... 1 whole family then can liao..
haha..

aiyok~ yesterday... 24/12... lol every1 knows rite? @@"
xmas eve~ we!! (most of the ssc buddies) went to weigui's hse for eve party~
lol~ later onli say..
lets tell u all about 1st nite me and hocklai stay at fongyu hse..
dam fking funny.. hahahah...
me and fongyu keep bully hocklai.. xD
cham le him.. haha
let us gang bang and take off his pants.. hahaha
funny shyt~
but sometime sien.. ><
the next morning leh~ 24th's early morning~ we wake up at 11 something
then we go mamak makan... something make me very very surprised~
LOL~ BUKIT JELUTONG... NO CHINESE STALL.. WTFFF?
EVERYWHERE MAMAK... MCB... -.-
somemore alot malays around =X (nt racist) lol~ xD
then le~ fy ask us go cc... WHO KNOWS!! ZZZZZZZZZZZZ
cc 2.00pm onli open~ wtf???
1st time see this kind of cc... 1 word describe~ NOOB! haha xD
then le... we 3 went playground and play~ hahaha xD
like 3 small kid nia~ xD fun lor~ dam funny... cb hl~ make us laugh like shyt~ hahha
RINGGGGGG~ 2pm liao~ we are the 1st 1 "bong chan" the cc...
hahaha xD
aiyo~ go there dota.. like fight with "Ai" nia.. the ppl there so noob~ =X
play 4 round 4 round win~ lol..
wakkkaka... hl and fy 3ple kill holy shyt...
i most noob -.- support nia~ haha xD
okok~

next post~ too long ><

安静了 by S.H.E

2008-12-22T20:32:00.000-08:00

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你

你选择了自己
撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属於我们的婚礼
安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一场雨
努力就有结局

撒娇的可爱的
迷人的爱哭的
照片里曾经的都是你爱着你的
连假的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手

你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔是因为我太爱你

安静 by JayChou

2008-12-21T22:51:00.000-08:00

只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经

希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我弹了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

21/12 lolx~

2008-12-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

lol~ today is... 冬至.. @@"
english call what?
haha xD nvm~
aiyok~ today... tired sei..
yesterday dota until 5am onli sleep..
today 12.30 wake up~
tired sei me.. T.T
aiyo.. what to do.. must respect my grandparents.. give face them.. go there makan~ lol
haha..
diao.. say until i dulan.. 12.30 dad wake me up..
4 o clock onli go grandparents hse~ denggggggg... give me sleep few more hrs laaaaa.. zzz
knw y?
CAUSE MY BRO!!! NO FINISH SCH HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.. NEED DO 4 HRS~ WTFFFF
give me do.. 1min done =X
wakaka xD
anyway~ 4 reach there.. sien dao hai gam..
went perdana WJ cafe dota.. haha
with choon kit..
ayiok~ cb choon kit.. bluff me dunno play NBA live 2007..
i lose like hell.. 32-57.. mahai zzz
i kena bluff T.T

lolx~ at nite makan jor then.. go sleep again.. like pig nia.. finish eat go sleep..
really beh tahan.. tired siao... my stupid cousins.. watch pokemon beside me.. dam noisy..
but i also watch abit.... then fall asleep... i saw pikachu~ xD
PIKACHUUUUUUUUUUUU~~ (then lighting come out)
LOL xD
hahaha...

after that.. went home lo~
once i reach home... go msn... then go read some1 blog..
make me fucking dulan...
then i go scold 9 7 the guy...
he dont dare pick up my phone..
at msn keep say sry sry sry...
mahai.. u say ppl like this.. sry got cure?
ccb u... mahai...
after a minute... i fuck him jor.. settle something..
then finally.. he go say sry to her..
i wish she dont angry anymore le..
i dont want to see u angry =)
just want u happy happy de.. xD
smile!! xD
if he kacau u again..
i swear.. he 1st day sch.. sure kena me gang bang.. xD
wkakaka...
anyway~ be happy always k~? xD

ciow ciow all~ i go dota =P

continue~ lol xD

2008-12-20T10:00:00.000-08:00

lets say about today.. @@"
20/12~
6 alarm wake me up.. sleep back... 6.30 "jump up" onli rmb that cheehow ask me go sch bball.. zzz
lolx~i dont want go de~
i dunno loooo cheehow keep ask me go~like no have me cannottt~ =X
hahaha xD
aiyok~ 6.30 wake up my mom.. dad... they get rdy... also need 1 and half hr~ zzzz
so dam long~ anyway~
8.30 reach sch.. 8.45~9.00 leave sch @@" swt kao kao...
know y? lol
cause too hungry beh tahan.. saw JJ then ask him fetch me out makan~ hahahaha
private driver =X
just went sch 15min then ciow~ lol..
went "subang cha sat" makan with~~ JJ~ yaohao~ takli~ ME lol~ and ah boon~
lolx..
chat about dota again.. everywhere dota.. NO DOTA NO LIFE!!! (FOR DOTA PLAYER ONLI) =.= U ALL MUST KNOW THIS!! LOL!! HAHAHA..
after that we ciow.. go JJ hse.. i saw "sleeping PRINCE" -.-" -.-" -.-"
a.k.a ALEX lol~ hahaha xD
sohai 1... 6.00 A.M~ 6 O CLOCK MORNING.. onli sleep.. sohai anot?
bo life~ lol jkjk =X

lolx~ then later went "subang kai ciong" play bball.. with tc~ cy~ fy~ ch~ lol~
no need i list all the names gua? @@" xD
ooooohhh ya.. b4 that... they 4 dam cham.. at sch no transport go back!! LOL
JJ and alex laugh like shyt.. haha xD
but me le? of coz bo laugh lo =X
i pity them.. kelian~ want ask my dad fetch them de.. but parents not free.. too bad cant help~
sry guys~ >.<
waaa... play bball until gila o they 4.. morning play... afternoon play... late abit play again... gila 1..
i think too much energy for them.. -.-
i shoot 1 ball NIAAAA.. beh tahan ad.. tired sei =X
WOOT~ JKJK xD
where got so cha o me.. hahahah..
but today something wrong... some feeling not same when saw her... zzzz
dunno apa feel.. just like... want to.. u know? like... nehhh like that lo~ yaya!! thats it! like that lo~
zzz sot ad...

ANYWAY~ CHANGE TOPIC! >.<
woot~ after that go out with PETER~ A.K.A the SOHAI~ zzz
he gila 1.. everything also dare to play.. not everything... is... sohai thing~ hahaha
driving, speeding 120km/j~
GO OPEN CAR DOOR~ SOHAI SCARE 7 ME~ ZZZZZZZZZZ
play jam break... zzz gila hai..
go out with him fun o~ teach me car thing lol.. then told me alot thing also..
example? hmmm.. couples?~ cars?~ girls? LOL -.-
1 THING HE TEACH ME~ DONT BECAUSE OF 1 TREE!! GIVE UP THE WHOLE FOREST!!
DONT BECAUSE OF 1 DROP OF WATER!! GIVE UP THE WHOLE SEA!!
*most important* DONT BECAUSE OF 1 GIRL!! GIVE UP THE WHOLE CITY OF GIRL!!
*most important* DONT BECAUSE OF 1 GUY!! GIVE UP THE WHOLE CITY OF GUY~ LOL GAY!! >.<
haha.. readers~ if u got any EX-gf or bf~ u cant forget.. read up there.. i hope can help u all..
cause i am in the same situation~ woot!! xD haha

ANYWAY~ STORY ENDS FOR TONITE~
EVERY1 HAVE A SWEET DREAMS
AND GOOD NITE~
SANTA CLAUS IS COMING~~ TONITE~~
WOOT!! XD
CIOW CIOW~ XD

o.Oa? xD 19/12

2008-12-20T09:02:00.000-08:00

woot~ long time no blog liao..
haha..
have been..... 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.. few days...?
wakakaka
anyway~
hyper-ing now~
woot!!
wakakak
yesterday went sunway church @@"
got simi simi... xmas celebrate show?
zzzz so lan early celebrate xmas.. gila 1
but.. ZHEK DAK!! i saw 2 lenglui~
woot~ they 2 is actor ( act on stage de @@")
aiya... too bad that day too early go back
if not can take phone number from them le xD
but their parents there... i still dont dare =X
lol~ anyway..
END STORY! nth special..
everyday do same thing..
wake up.. work... lunch... go home.. dota.. dinner.. dota.. sleep..
wake up.. work... lunch... go home.. dota.. dinner.. dota.. sleep..
wake up.. work... lunch... go home.. dota.. dinner.. dota.. sleep..
wake up.. work... lunch... go home.. dota.. dinner.. dota.. sleep..
wake up.. work... lunch... go home.. dota.. dinner.. dota.. sleep..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sien holiday....
but anyway.. some of the part nice..
like my sohai cousin..
work that time.. chuisui talk langu.. funny shyt
hahah xD
okok END LE~

(to be continue~ @@" xD)

Letting u go was a hard decision...

2008-12-17T07:10:00.001-08:00

Being with you is all i ever wish before...

but now you seems to have choose a different part of way...

you choose to be single..

from this day onwards i will onli wish you to be happy and hope that maybe someday you will find the one you truly love...

i really hope that i wont lose..

but i guess i have no choice but to let you go...

letting you go is what the hardest thing for me to do,

forgetting you is the most painful thing i could have ever done to myself...

i believe you have made the right choice for yourself and your future...

so keep going forward and never look back...

ok?

我和你...

2008-12-17T07:01:00.000-08:00

本來我們擁有一個屬于我們自己的地球...

但是, 現在你的離開把我們這美好的地球...
分成了一半

回憶...

2008-12-17T05:49:00.000-08:00

時間可以帶走很多東西, 但卻不能帶走心中的回憶...

i still love u..

2008-12-13T08:10:00.000-08:00

yesterday i thought for whole nite..
izzit i really can forget u so easily..
i promised so many things for u...
i will play your fav song for u...
promise that i will love u forever..
and the most important thing...
i promised that no matter what happen..
i will wait until you come back to me...
i really really love you de baby...
althought u dont love me.. but nvm..
i will with u happy when you with another guy..

ching.. i just want u to know.. u are my most important ppl in my heart..
and everything i told u.. is really from my true heart de..
and no matter where u go.. my love for u will still remain as usual..
that day i sms you.. i told u that i miss "her".. and i cant forget "her"..
actually the "her"... is you... i want you to know i still love u that deep like b4...
baby i still love u... T.T

dumb fuck

2008-12-12T10:38:00.001-08:00

sry for the blog clearing everyting off..
i pressed wrong thing..
but nvm.. forget last time thing..
today is a new day..
new life =)

13/12/08

2008-12-12T10:19:00.000-08:00

why must u treat me so good...?
i feel that is a big different between u treat me and your other guys fren..
i really wonder.. why girls said to guys.. "i love u forever" "u are mine forever" "i will be your side forever"... izzit girls just wanna treat the guys sweet? or what?
the word "forever" for girls is just onli 3months? 9months? 1year?
i wonder why.. girls's promise will not keep longer than guys.. they will change thier mind every second.. today say promise love u forever.. 2moro break up...
haih...
the hurt u gave me... i wonder how long onli i can recover.. maybe will not...
i really really think b4 to forget u.. but i just cant.. cause my love for u is too deep..
but your love to me?? haih...

You'll never know
How much I loved you,
How much I cared.

You'll never know
About my pain,
About my broken heart.

You'll never know
How much I cried,
Just lying on my bed
And thinking of you...

i just want u to tell me seriously and from your true heart..
do you still love me??
baby.. Does it have to end like this?
For I'm not back in your arms,
my dreams still torn,
my heart still empty,
my life with no happiness,
my day with no future without you.
...........

haih.. i think this time i should forget u for real.. and same to u...
can u just forget that i have been in this world..
and forget everything that we had b4...